welcome in my world: i can never satisfy

welcome in my world: i can never satisfy: like those old memories those pictures and broken petals those thousands broken words one pure heart and innocent eyes, some careles whisp...

i can never satisfy

like those old memories
those pictures 
and broken petals
those thousands broken words
one pure heart and innocent eyes,

some careles whispers,

 my life is  going dark,

i can never satisfy,

that rose have been died,

and  i've just cried,

for the pain i saw in eyes of butterfly

as she lost colors from her wings,

and cursed her luck,

god's will never be challenged against,

but i prayed a lot of time,

and all i know i can never satisy

a bird lost her wings and said now i cant fly

and all i know i can never satisy

just now i got out of my house 

saw the sky with clouds of rain

thought would be happily rain

but they turned dark became black

and moment turned panic

because i have lost and i cant try

alll i know i can never satisfy

last night i was in a dream 

with my head high going running on my way

a thing came to me and dont know what did it say

eyes got tired now i can even cry

but all i really know that i can neve satisfy

I am Alone

oh god! you made the beautiful smile

then why did you give tears in eyes

i have been lost somewhere

when the sun will ever shine?

and i feel so lonely

when will i get my dreams come true?

why this happiness is always to be stolen?

why the dreams are always to be broken?

i just closed my eyes to feel the pain inside

but my heart is always wide open

and i feel so lonely

when will i get my dreams come true?

why did i ccry when i was in pain?

why did then it strated to rain?

i prayed to god to make me strong

still i am shouting again and again

and i feel so lonely

when will i gett my dreams come true?

i put the wishes on fire

and i have just got tired

i hate to be alone

everytime i dont want to be a lier

and i feel so lonely

when will i get my dreams come true?

when will i get my dreams come true?

My Sweetest Dream

i saw roses smiling 

heared the birds singing lovely songs

what is this happening and for how long?

i saw the twigs dancing and all i can imagine

oh! that was an amazing scene

i am talking of my beautiful dream

that was my beautiful dream

i was holding her hands and we were dancing around

just looking into eachother's eys, moving on musical sound

she was my everything as we both were in love

oh! that was an amazing scene 

that was my beautiful dream

yeah! that was my beautiful dream

My Last Wish

i got my dreams washed out of my eyes,

felt the pain of those colourless butterflies,

i  thought i didnt deserve to be alone,

but i know now everything has gone,

i wanna one more chance,

my last wish, one more demand.

oh! i hold my breath for this thing to happen

i just want to spread love, no need of weapon.

i tried to do my best but could not

it doest not mean that i have lost

i wanna one more chance

my last wish, one more demand.

i got hurted long by everyone

forgive me for the things that i have done

well i wish soon everythings gonna fine

once agian the rays of hope will shine

because i wanna one more chance,my last wish, one more demand...

Don't Blame Others For Your Failure.

Dont try to blame your surroundings. Avoid saying we dont have proper sources. We didnt get such an environment. Your success does not depend on your environment, upon your surroundings or your resources. Your success depends just on you. When you blame you time, your fate, it means that you are trying to escape from your hardwork, or you want to run away, you want to get rid of it.
Nobody is 100% prefect in this world. Everyone have to make things on their own.
When I talk to people about this, most of them have only one problem i.e. they lack resources, environment, that kind of environment. When I asked some of my friends that why are they so weak at speaking or writing English, they usually say as they are from government school, they are from Hindi medium, they grew up in a  backward area where there no English at all.
But no one commits that I didn't tried to learn it. This all shows that they just try to blame their  background.
One more example, I sit together with some of my friends and discuss about such topics, they compare themselves with other countries. They say a high school student in Japan knows how to make a computer software, but we don't even know the alphabets of it. Here, they start blaming the education system of our country. But they all have forgotten that most of the software engineers in those countries are all Indians.
Michael Jackson never went for dance or music coaching classes. But today all over the world, millions of coaching classes are running on his name. Einstein  never went to any institute to study physics. But today all the engineering students study him. These are a few example from history of such people who made their own future, who created their own environment. They also lacked good environment, even these people spent their time in more harsh conditions than us. But if they would too lack their environment like we do, they'd also be lost in the crowd of the world somewhere else. But they made their own unique identity in the whole world. Away from this crowd. There are so many people in the history who only learn t from their surroundings, who learn t only from what they had and reached to their goal.
Similarly if we utilize our time in a prefect way, we can reach for our goal.
If we have will power, we can make the best of those things what we have.
So finally, the main thing is to work with what we have rather than blaming others. No one is prefect. Everyone had to adjust with their resources and make the best use of them.
Some people blame others for their failure that they were not in a good school, their teachers didn't teach them well, they didn't get such an opportunity, they escape from the truth that they were loser. They must commit that they were loser rather than blaming other people.
People find ways to describe how they got failed rather than to find where they went wrong?

tired

its been long doing this stuff again and this chemistry is getting over me. I just wanna stay away from it, but every time its sticking with me like adhesive. I have just got tired And this is the thing which can spoil my dreams